I don’t know what you expect to find out there, Jerry. But there’s one thing I do know - I know I can stand here and watch you try to destroy everything I’ve ever wanted in my life while wanting to smash your face with my fist, because you won’t even make the slightest effort to opt for happiness, and still know that I love you. You mean so much to me that I’m willing to take all of your abuse and insults and insensitivity. Cause that’s what you need to do to prove that I'm not going to leave you. I’m sick and tired of running from places and people and relationships. You want me, then fight for me. Because I’m sure as hell fighting for you.